Showing posts with label heartstrings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heartstrings. Show all posts

Saturday, April 26, 2014

Standing with Stravinsky: Defining Good Art

You know, there is very little that gets my blood boiling more than a good clash over something I feel strongly about.  More often than not this clash happens with my peers - over a cup of coffee, sitting in the cafeteria - you know, the stereotypical college student conversations.  This time, however, it took place around 9:23am in my first class of the morning: Expository Writing.

Today in class, we were not discussing our up-and-coming paper (I think it was our journal review, and, being the music major I am, I was comparing two articles on the opera Don Giovanni); instead, we were discussing whether or not one can define "good art."  (Random aside...I love semicolons.  I kinda do a little celebratory fist-pump when a good sentence featuring a semicolon comes together.  I guess I owe that to a friend of mine.)  From my professor's perspective, we can judge whether or not art is "good" by comparing it to the standard of accepted material (let's call it the "canon" of art, because that's really what a canon is): for example, we can judge physical art (sculptures, paintings, etc.) by people such as Picasso, Van Gogh, or da Vinci, or music by people such as Bach, Stravinsky, or Mozart, or poetry by people like Frost, Longfellow, Shakespeare, etc.  By comparing the material to the accepted standard set by the canon of each field of art, we can determine if it is good.  After all, Something gave these artists immortality in some form or another.

I disagreed with her method of defining good art, but I wasn't exactly sure how to put my disagreement into words.  The position she held left no room for changes away from the accepted canon, and it left no room for artists whom immortality avoids for one reason or another.  Being a musician, I could not help but think of the first time Stravinsky's Rite of Spring was performed: the escape from traditional orchestration and Tonality was so immense that vegetables flew, riots broke out in the theater, and Stravinsky was denounced by the Russian government for being a "decadent artist."  Now, however, Stravinsky is revered as the greatest composer of the 20th century, and his works are performed in his memory yearly (I recently saw the Rite of Spring for the first time two days ago - I forgot to breathe for much of the performance).

Being a young artist myself, and having created (I think) a form of poetry that cannot be compared to any of the great poets of the canon of art, I shrink from the idea that my art cannot be considered good.  My form is new, and just like Stravinsky's leaving of tonality, it has the potential to be ignored and even ridiculed for branching off in a new direction.  I was at a loss - I knew of no one in the "accepted canon" who supported my views, until I read Rainer Maria Rilke's Letters to a Young Poet for the second time (which, if you haven't read, you simply must), and stumbled across a series of quotes that perfectly illustrated what I was trying to verbalize in class (and contrary to my professor's desires, I will not try to summarize the quotes - I will directly quote Rilke.  He says what needs to be said in a tongue far more elegant than mine).

Rilke prefaces his defense of art by saying, "[Art] is not immaculate, it is marked by time and by passion, and little of it will survive and endure.  But most art is like that!"  Art surviving Time is not necessary?  Immaculate art is not necessary?  And on I read, wondering if Rilke would mention the Immortal Bards and their accepted Standard, until I saw:

"Even the best err in words when they are meant to mean most delicate and almost inexpressible things."

Ah, even those who maintain a mastery over words that I will never achieve err.  Be aware, therefore, dear reader.  If the best err, so much more shall you and I.  But reading on, I wondered if there is any hope for finding the standard I have been searching for, and suddenly, Rilke spoke directly to me.

"Nobody can counsel you and help you, nobody.  Search for the reason that bids you write; find out whether it is spreading out its roots in the deepest places of your heart, acknowledge to yourself whether you would have to die if it were denied you to write.  If you may meet this earnest question with a strong and simple 'I must,' then build your life according to this necessity; your life even into its most indifferent and slightest hour must be a sign of this urge and a testimony to it."

Expectantly, I read on, not daring to completely digest what Rilke had just told me, until I found what I was looking for.  According to Rainer Maria Rilke, "A work of art is good if it has sprung from necessity."

Must you write?  Then do it.  Do not worry about the critics; do not worry about the standard.  Good art is yours, dear reader.  Filled with passion and life, your life, good art is art that you feel you must create.  Stravinsky knew this.  Rilke knew this.

"Being an artist means, not reckoning and counting, but ripening like the tree which does not force its sap and stands confident in the storms of spring without the fear that after them may come no summer.  It does come.  But it comes only to the patient, who are there as though eternity lay before them, so unconcernedly still and wide."  Sometimes patience is the hardest thing to achieve, especially in art.  As young artists, we wonder if what we are creating is worthwhile, and I believe in some senses that worry is justified.  We know that there is a canon, and a part of us, large or small, wants to be accepted.  But that isn't what truly matters.  What matters is that we continue to create, just as those who came before us.  Our art may not affect many people, but be assured, your art will have an effect.  You may not see it, but it is there.

Practically speaking, Rilke gives two more pieces of advice that I think need to be taken to heart by budding artists such as you and me.

"Read as little as possible of aesthetic criticism - such things are either partisan views, petrified and grown senseless in their lifeless induration, or they are clever quibblings in which today one view wins and tomorrow the opposite."  The critics may persecute you and your work, but it is important to remember that they are not the final authority on your art.  Perspective is everything.

And finally, "You cannot disturb [your artistic development] more rudely than by looking outward and expecting from outside replies to questions that only your inmost feeling in your most hushed hour can perhaps answer."  Live your life in pursuance of Truth first, and then create as our Creator did.  Fill your work with your life.  You Were Born, your life has value endowed upon you by our Creator, and your art, the expression of that value, is Good.

I guess the moral to this lengthy blog post is this: keep creating.  Immortality and fame are both unkind, but unnecessary for your work to be "good art."  And be careful how harshly you judge other people's art; do not become the critics Rilke spoke so lowly of: you could end up mocking the next Igor Stravinsky.

Necessary; from the heart,
Not "classic," but apart,
Let heartstrings sing,
Into Immortality spring:
Defining "Good Art."

To Rainer Maria Rilke, for reminding me that I do not create and I am not an artist for fame or immortality.

Friday, April 18, 2014

This Petty Pace

"Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow creeps in this petty pace from day to day."
-Macbeth

Currently, I am sitting on a wonderful couch in my best friend's house 11.5 hours away from my home.  Two of my best friends sit with me.  One is writing music, one is writing a paper, and I am sipping Harmony House coffee (...yes...I am...), reading P.G. Wodehouse, musing on life (dangerous, right?), and Monk is playing in the background.

This is the first year of my entire life that I haven't been with my family for Easter, and I miss them dearly; however, I feel so much older now.  I feel as if a storm is looming (summer, specifically, as I didn't get the DC internship I wanted, so much is in the air, and it's possibly the my last summer at home before...whatever is next in my life...), but at the moment I don't care.  I'm completely ignoring it, and it feels great.

I rode a 4-wheeler today for the first time in years.  I recently got my hair cut, but it's getting back to where I like it: shaggy (in fact, a professional bassist I played drums with called me Shaggy for quite some time after we first met...he still does, and I love it).  Anyway, the wind throwing my Ginger mane straight back felt wonderful.

According to Josiah, you can't sing the blues if your only woe is not finding car insurance.  I'm sure DW would agree.

Also according to Josiah at 3am last night (he woke me shaking my leg saying "bro...bro..."), motioning towards the ceiling of the room we're staying in, he dramatically says to me "Bro...this is Luke Smythe."  After which he pulls out his phone and appears to take a selfie (...sadly, he didn't actually take the picture...), before letting his arm drop, falling back into "real" sleep.  Because...apparently...he was asleep that whole time.

Today I'm letting my mind wander everywhere.  Macbeth, 4-wheelers, poetry, Wodehouse, best friends, blues, football, flowers in the lap, blue eyes, Russian studies, grad school, cramped legs from car rides, cramped abs from laughter, new albums from obscure favorite bands, tango music...

I have no new poetry for you.  Perhaps you should write a Scarlequain instead of reading mine.  Yours will probably be better than mine anyway.

Smile today.  Don't ignore the petty pace; tomorrow creeps in faster and faster as we age.

Monday, December 16, 2013

An 8va Above the Rest

It is very seldom that I compose a Scarlequain that is simplistic, but at the same time, so deep that I have trouble putting it into words.  Let me explain.

My semester at Bryan has just come to a close.  The last week was spent stressing my brains out, losing sleep, and crying harder than I have in years due to some of my closest friends parting ways with me.  When these hard times hit, it is a normal thing for me to write some form of self-motivation on my left wrist - just to sorta remind myself to be thankful, keep pushing, or stay sane, and the one that kept making its way on to my skin was simply "8va."

Now to those of you who aren't as musically interested as others who read this blog, 8va means, "to play one octave higher" than the notated material.  For those of you who still have no idea what that means, Google it.  You'll learn something.  Even if you do understand, you have to be a trumpet player to know the significance of playing something up the octave.  8va is the prize at the end of the rainbow.  It is the ultimate achievement.  It is a sign of manly awesomeness that cannot be gained in any other manner.

The problem with taking something up the octave is that it is extremely risky.  You see, the higher one goes up the trumpet's range, the more difficult the notes become to form, and the more likely you are to sound awful.  But then...if you hit it...

The culmination of all things perfect.

So, why did I write this on my wrist?  Still seems pretty nerdy...

Glad you asked.

8va is something every trumpet player will be attempting all of his/her life.  And it is something in which even a pro experiences a level of uncertainty.  Anyone can crack an 8va, no matter how many hours of practice.  But we never stop trying.  We never step down from an 8va, even if we're exhausted.  Because taking something down is a jab to our pride...to our honor.  It is something anyone can do at any time.

I suppose it may be a silly comparison, but I tried to apply that same attitude to my life during the last few weeks.  What if I approached everything I did...friendships with people leaving, my school, my spiritual life...with the same attitude that I do an 8va?  I know I wouldn't hit it all the time.  I know it's even more difficult when I'm exhausted...but when I do hit it...when it really sails up there, high and brilliant...it's worth it.  And when that attitude affects other people, when the pride disappears and all that's left is the drive to be an 8va above the people around who are just playing just to play, that's when the music...when Life...really sings.


My little sister, in my honor.  The drive that affects others.




Bright and high,
Heartsails fly,
Set above the rest,
Risk; greatness; test:
8va.

Friday, November 22, 2013

Hello, Void.

"Sometimes I wonder about my life. I lead a small life - well, valuable, but small - and sometimes I wonder, do I do it because I like it, or because I haven't been brave? So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, when shouldn't it be the other way around? ...I just want to send this cosmic question out into the void."

-Kathleen Kelly, You've Got Mail


I feel as if I've drastically changed in the two years I've attended Bryan College.  I hesitate to say that I'm a better person now - I've made mistakes and choices that I never would have even thought about four years ago.  I'm a different person.  And today, sitting in my little safe haven of Harmony House once again (Luke diligently studying Western Civ across from me, a coffee mug in my own hand), I feel as if I'm being bombarded by this different me.  The image that comes to mind is a small child hugging his knees in the dark, being confronted in his dreams by an unknown and scary person, but this time that person is me.  Who is this man?  What does he love?  What does he hate?  Where is he going?  What is his Purpose?

Bend and tear,
Break and wear,
Vicarious pain,
Nothing plain:
Decisions.

I know I have time to make the life choices that seem to shake the foundations of the beloved building in which I now sit.  People tell me I have time quite often.  But how much time do I have to figure out who I am?  The person I am is not waiting on me to decide how I will act or who I will be.  He runs rampant on the world and community around me, influencing people constantly.  Very few people remain unhurt by him.  By Me.  And one of the people who understands him (better than I do myself) asked me today "We complain about life screwing us.  What about the people we screwed?  We can't handle what we dish out... What's wrong with us?"  And to be honest I wonder the same.  While I'm sitting here trying to figure out who I am and what I believe, the very man I don't understand is screwing people around me.

Focus intent,
Passions spent,
In all the wrong place,
Now just saving face:
Distractions.

Quite often I get upset at people who write this sort of crap on the internet.  And I realize that "crap" is most likely the least classy adjective I could have used in this situation, but it's true.  However, like Kathleen Kelly, I don't really mind if you could care less what I'm struggling with, or thinking about.  Sometimes the Void is kinder than most.

I believe we all have a Purpose that is endowed upon us by our Creator.  I Know that.  And I Know that all things work together for good to those who love Him.  But I don't know who I am.  And as I hurt the people around me who I love the most, I look Inward and ask "Who are you?"  And I hear nothing but the echo of my own words.  I Need something.  Obviously He is included in that.  But I don't know what that something is.  I pray I find it soon.  Before the damage gets worse.

I don't ask for encouragement.  But if you're reading this and you know exactly what this Feels...know that I'm here searching too.  At the very least, you're not alone.

Ism after ism,
Brand new schisms,
Satan's great Fair,
Speak if you dare:
Deep Human nature.

Thursday, November 14, 2013

Grammar, Heartstrings, and Nuances

Have you ever Google Imaged the word "nuances?"  Interesting results apparently the physical manifestations implied by the word are nothing similar to what I had envisioned.

Anyway, today I'm writing because I wanted to warn against a certain method of composing Scarlequain.  As I've previously pointed out, I want this particular form to be short, succict, and conveying a message in as few words as possible.  A good example would be something like the following:

Finer grammar,
Slight stammer,
You and I's,
It's just my's:
A whole nother.

Although extremely silly, I'm conveying a point: "a whole nother" is not good grammar (nor is "you and I's" or "my's."  And yes, all of these were said by my professors.).  Short, simple, and describing the fifth line in some way.

Yesterday I found myself toying with an idea that I wanted to convey in a poem.  You've most likely heard of one's heartstrings being affected whilest watching a movie, a happy friendship, or reading a sad part in a book.  Being a musician, I envisioned the heartstrings as an instrument and wanted to suggest that in a poem.  However, being a difficult concept to encapsulate, I only came up with the following:

Another instrument to the list,
And one more girl kissed.
Practice: fingers bleed,
God what do I need?
Heartstrings played.

"Oh dear," you're saying.  "He's gone and gotten all angsty on us, as all poetry eventually does."  No, says I.  I am merely trying to characterize a deeper subject that I've fiddled with.  And I am by no means satisfied with the product.  This is my warning: the poem I've shared with you is pushing the limits of Scarlequain.  The first two lines are too long.  The third and fourth lines are iffy; if any line is ideal in this poem, it is the third and the fifth (the fifth line is insteresting...it does not assert blame to any particular party in the playing of the heartstrings.  The rest is up to interpretation.).

"What a waste of time," quoth thee to me through your screen.  "I don't even care."  I apologize if you're still reading and indeed could care less.  Perhaps you should reevaluate your life choices.  Go Google the word "nuances."